I've never been one to openly admit how I feel about anything. Whether that is people or things. Im pretty much a closed book and only very occasionally does a couple of pages get seen.
What happens when you suddenly fall in love with someone? How does one react to this sort of thing?
Lying awake for hours at night thinking about someone is enough to drive anyone absolutely crazy. Im not even sure if my body can cope with another restless night.
What do you do when you suddenly break down crying when you are driving? The song that you just listened to automatically makes you think of them and now your head is drowning in thoughts...Is this what love feels like? Is it meant to feel like you are drowning and no one is pulling you out?
It makes things a million times harder when the person you have fallen for is someone you aren't really that close too. How do you suddenly pop up into their life and be like "oh hey, we aren't that close but I LOVE YOU" - That is just not socially acceptable!
Do you have 20 seconds of insane courage and try and bring it up in conversation with them or do you just try your hardest to forget that the thought ever existed?
How do you stand in front of someone you've fallen for and talk to them like everything is normal when your heart is going absolutely crazy and you just want to dive into their arms? Is that message they sent you their way of flirting or are you just overthinking things because thats what you want it to be?
Once you put your feelings out there, there is no way to retract them. They will be out there forever. The outcome just depends on how the other person feels. It is literally a make or break situation.
I didn't fall for this person, they tripped me...
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